Its now all down to the waiting game. In 2 weeks time at most, 'little one' will make her grand entrance into this world. Her head is now fully engaged and all ready. Now its entirely up to her to decide when she's ready to leave the now currently cosy abode to enter into this ruthless world. On my last Saturday checkup, Ms Doctor happily told us that 'little one''s weight is a healthy 3.1kg now. I can hardly believe it!!! Where does she get all her supply when I haven't been eating well at all? Oh well.. as long as she's happy.. Just hope that she doesn't get overly big. Oh I'm also able to feel her limbs all over the place now as she stretches herself or kick about. Its cute sometimes, but most of the time, its can get pretty uncomfortable since it causes my spasm like feeling on my tummy. Weird feeling though... the feeling of small fist or feet all over your tummy. I could never have imagined that this can actually happen. Heheh!

Just the other day I was telling Hubby that now isn't exactly a good timing actually. I'm very much worried about the H1N1 pandemic that's going around the world and it doesn't seem to be getting any better. Moreover, its the annual haze season again, and knowing how weak 'little one's immune system is going to be like, we're both very worried. Even now, Hubby has stopped me from going to anywhere that's crowded. Meaning no Transformers for me  We're not even stepping into shopping complexes especially on weekend. I'm not done with my baby shopping yet, but looks like its all gotta be put on hold now. Yea, he is really that sceptical.

Looks like no matter how un-ready I am to become a parent, I cannot run away from this responsibility anymore. I gotta start learning no matter how hard it gets though I know it won't be as easy as taking care of a puppy. I guess we all gotta start somewhere right?

Oh 'little one' please please come soon. I can hardly stand the suspense any longer.

I hate Mondays..

Its so hard getting out of the bed this morning. So much to do over the weekend that I didn't have a chance to catch back on my much needed rest. The whole weekend was spent rushing around only. I guess I cramped in too many to-dos in just 2 day, over-estimating my ability. But its just that I can't help feeling anxious and wanting to complete as much as I can in case 'little one' arrives early.

Celebrated Father's Day with Daddy and Mummy Tan at Tony Romas at Sunway Pyramid, followed by an indulgence session of Haagen Daz right after that. Man, I think the amount of calories I piled on in just one Sunday is equivalent to my total calorie intake for the whole week. No regrets though, especially after polishing clean the oh-so-delicious haagen daz ice-cream. Yum!!! Definitely worth every bite.

Sigh..... I just love ice cream...

Our satisfied faces after the ice cream stuffing session

updated:-

Oh shucks! I totally forgot to buy Transformers tickets for this coming Friday. Now its all gone!! ArgHHhh!!

Doctor says I'm now at my 35th week. Geezzz.. I didn't expect time to pass so quickly that I'm already at that stage. I stared at her in disbelief, then meekly ask her when should I be ready, in which her reply was "START PACKING YOUR BAGS NOW"

This is how big little one has grown to:-

7 weeks

35 weeks

She's now a whopping 2.4kg, while poor ol me lost a bit a weight. I suspect I've been lugging this heavy girl too much that it has become an exercise to me, hence the weight lost?  She's more active than ever now, and I suspect she's much more stronger now, since her kicks and movement has cause me much pain and discomfort. Sometimes, I get pretty irritated that I give my tummy a good wack to try to get her to stop her antics. Come on girl.. You think my tummy is a playground? Anyway, Hubby says that she probably wants some attention from me, hence the kicking and boxing around.

There is so much more that's left to do.. I haven't got my hair cut yet, my nails properly done, my facial, on top of the laundry for little one's clothes, bedsheets, etc.... Gosh...

'Little one' is also preparing her very much anticipated debut already. Her head has now fallen down at the correct position, but not fully engaged yet. According to Ms Doctor, little one's head would have been fully engaged in 2 weeks time, which I think that's when I should start panicking.

I am so fat now that I think I make a Hippo look thin....

After one week of diligently wearing flats to work, I've finally succumbed back to my high heels today. I just can't help feeling so unattractive in flats. It feels like going to the marketplace, instead of being in the office. I guess I gotta try interchanging them every other day, so that I won't be putting too much strain on my feet. My feet has also started its swelling exercise, so there may be days when I see snooker table legs when I look down.

Getting sufficient sleep, especially on working days has become such a challenge to me, that if I could just managed a good night sleep at least once a week, I would be absolutely thrilled!!!! It has even become a habit that Hubby ask me every morning during breakfast if I had a good night's sleep. Why is it just so hard to do a simple thing such as sleeping? Could it be because of my bump? Oh.. did I mention that my bump is absolutely hugeee now? Its so tiring carrying all this weight around all the time. Sitting down on my workdesk can also get pretty tiring, as my huge bump is causing me to stretch my hands longer so I can type on my laptop. Can't hunch too much too, as the pressure from hunching while sitting down is on my lungs now, making them compressed against my again huge belly.

Truthfully, I can't wait for the day when 'little one' makes its debut into this world, and I will be rid of all these.... inconveniences! Argh! Being pregnant is definitely not one easy task, and who says that pregnancy is enjoyable?  It definitely is NOT!

MU lost to Barcelona 2-0 this morning! *cries*

I slept at 9pm yesterday and woke up in the middle of the night to screams and cheers of the much talked about football match from the nearby mamak stall. Happening huh? At that time, I was merely interested to fall back to sleep. Thinking back, I should have stayed up and watch the match.  But my condition now puts me in a position where sleep is now the number 1 priority in a day. I've been getting very very tired lately, probably from lugging too much weight about everywhere (I think my body is not meant to be carrying so much weight). Can't wait to lose all this unnecessary luggage and get back to my normal pre-pregnancy weight.

Oh.. did I mention how extremely cute the babies stuff are nowadays? I still remember my old cot mobile, where you pull the string and some chinky music comes on, while simultaneously the mobile's eyes (I think it was a shape of some kind of fruit?) goes left to right. Check out what I bought for 'little one' recently : -

Features :-

• Cute aquatic animals revolve and zigzag around pond axis
• Musical mobile plays two classical tunes and two special nature tunes
• Remote control activated for convenience
• Night light provides soft, calming illumination
• Develops baby's vision and cognition

Suitable for baby of age from birth up.

Wahh........ Cot mobiles have evolved soooo much. Even I am pretty amused with this contraption. Hubby said it seems like I bought it more for my own than for 'little one'. I love the Froggy and the Hyppo and the pink Ostrich. Hehe! Oh..she'd better be loving it too, because this doesn't come cheap. 

I'm also contemplating on getting this for 'little one':-

A sight and sound stimulating musical toy with engaging dangling figures reflecting in an overhead mirror.

Features :-

• 20 minutes of continuous classical music with automatic shutdown
• Convenient On/Off music switch
• Dangling toys & mirror
• Easy attachment safety clip and strap

Anything and everything to keep little one busy, and give me a peace of mind. Hehe!  Cute eh?

I've been busy trying to prepare as much as I can for the arrival of 'little one'. I can't deny the fact that I'm very anxious, but I'm also very afraid. I may be prepared physically, but mentally, I'm still living in denial. I guess I am going to need lots and lots of help from Hubby and Mummy Tan. I'm only good at shopping. Hehe! That I can surely teach 'little one' when the time comes.